Why do I love you…?

I hate myself, why I love you
When you don’t even care…
And no matter how much I try
For you I'll always care.

I fight with you all while
And pull your leg ‘MORON’
Just so that, you don’t feel
To some hope I’m holding on…

I don’t know why you are so scared
To be loved by someone you do
There can’t be anyone better
You may deny, knowing it’s true…

When I try to tame my heart
You call and ask what’s wrong
And when I try to hide it
You play my favourite song…

When I am happy you are happy
When I feel low you are sad
When you talk to me I am blushing
When you message me, I am glad…

There is so much, to tell you
But I just hold myself back
Because when I do, you feel uneasy
So I am bound to sway off track…

You changed my life when you came
And then you changed on your own
First you took my heart with you
Then turned down cold like stone…

You know it all I am so sure
But unlike you pretend so…
I want to hold you by my side
And you want to let me go???

I still hate myself, why I love you
When you don’t even care
No matter how much time passes
Even if I try, with you I'll always bear…