It was just yesterday.

I remember your hazel eyes
With a little shade of grey
The gleam of life in them
Like it was just yesterday.

Your laughter and your smile
The expressions on your face
The way you spoke to me
And your warm embrace.

The time just passed by
Talking to you all day
Every thing else was blurred
Why am not sure to say.

The outline of your lips
Your golden brown hair
Every single twitch you made
Your soul soothing stare.

I wonder what you did
To make me get high
The trance of your company
Was cosmic to live by.

Wonder where I learnt
The art to love some one
With you I kept falling
It all still seemed fun.

I felt things I didn't know
I said things I never heard
All you did was smile at me
And my heart flew like a bird.

After decades I still smile
When in your thoughts I sway
I remember every facet of you
Like it was just yesterday...

SHAADI KA JODA

Ek sehmi si sakuchai si
Par ankhon se ghabrai si
Wo dar dar kar kadam badhati hai
Apno se hui parayee si...

Ab neend nahin hai naino main
Aur chain bhi nahi raino main
Kuch bhi kahney ka ankush hai
Sab badal kuch maino main...

Ek lamha tha azaadi ka
Bebak ladakpan khadi ka
Ab hua reshmi kumkum se
Aa gaya muhurat shadi ka

Na saath sakha na sakhiyan hain
Kuch bheegi bheegi ankhiyan hain
Jarjar sa anchal le samet chal di wo
Jismain yadon ki bakhiyan hain.

Kuch sapney naye sanjoye hain
Jagi ankhon se soye hain
Abhas naya ye jeewan ka
Kuch hosh main, kuch khoye hain

Hai raah nai humsafar naya
Wo baat gayee jo beet gaya
Aaney waley kal ka chehra
Ho sundar shiv jee karein

I Am Blessed

I WAS BROKEN I WAS LOST

I WAS WALKING, STILL...

IN LONELINESS

IN THE DARK

HAVING NO STRENGTH NOR WILL...

JUST AS I WAS TO END IT

THE LIFE THAT WAS 'PAIN'...

YOU CAME BY

YOU HELD ME

AND STARTED PUTTING ME BACK AGAIN...

YOU HAD NO CLUE FIXING ME

THAT I'D GET FIXED TO YOU...

I HAD NO CONTROL

AND I DINN TRY

KEPT FALLING FOR YOU ALL THROUGH...

YOU HEARD ME WHEN I SPOKE

YOU HEARD ME WHEN I DINN...

YOU GAVE ME PEACE

YOU GOT ME HIGH

YOUR COMPANY HIT ME LIKE GIN...

EVERY TIME I WAS NEAR YOU

I FELT A CERTAIN CALM...

GENTLE AS SEA BREEZE

FRAGRANT AS FLOWER

MY LOVE YOU HAVE AN ALIEN CHARM...

I AM GLAD YOU LOVED ME SWEETS

AND HONOURED YOU LOVE ME TOO...

I FEEL SAFE

I FEEL NURTURED

WITH YOU I WANNA LIVE ALTHROUGH...

YOU HAVE INNOCENCE OF A CHILD

AND MATURITY OF A MOM'S...

YOU ARE CANDID

YOU ARE UPFRONT

YOU HAVE A MILLION FORMS...

KNOWING YOU'LL BE THERE

I CAN LIVEN DIE IN PEACE...

I AM BLESSED

I AM REBORN

YOU MAKE LIFE SO MUCH EASE...

WANNA BE REBORN...

WANNA BE REBORN...

M walking all alone...
No end to what started
No thought of those parted
Walking alone as i once started..
My shoes are worn
M walking on thorn
I so feel dead that
I wanna be reborn...

Its not a whim
Its my deep desire
Its not a journey
Its a path on fire..
I cannot see the turn ahead
Its either smokey or all red
But i still m forced to step on
By body's alive; but soul-dead..

M past the point of no return
Mannot undo what's been done
I have confessed and confined
But still been left to burn alone..
I cannot fight
I cannot win
Yes m the man
Who did 'the sin'...

I wont beg now
I take a vow
I will reap agony
If thats what i've sow...
And if this is the deal i get
To die slowly in self regret
I promise i will still smile
What's left of me;i will protect...

Shahism...