EK KAHANI...

Ek ladka tha.
Bahut khushmizaz harfamaulaa.. bebak ladakpan tha usmain... bandish shabd toh jaisi uskey liye betartib koi alfaaz ho.
Uskey barey main janney waley kehtey they ki ye jahan rehta hai wahan jaan aa jati hai..  ye unn chand logon main se hai jiski gairmaujoodgi barsaat ke intezaar main baithey kisaan see mehsoos hoti hai.
Wo bahut hee chanchal swabhav ka tha isliye aksar log uska kaha aamtaur par utna gambhir nahi samjhtey, kuch "Bhedia aaya kehney waaley ladkey ki tarah".
Uskey jeevan main logon ko deney ke liye toh anant tha magar samet paney ke liye samay nahin...
Wo sabki jholi ke gam chun chun kar bator leta aur unki jholi main anayas hee khushiyon kee potli thama deta. "Kuch paney ke liye kuch khona padta hai" ye kahavat bhi shayad usey koi ulti hee padha gaya tha. Uskey liye "kuch deney ke liye kuch lena padta tha".
Dekhney main atyant hee sadharan 17 varsh ki aayu ka ye ladka apney andar logon ke vishailey dardon ko halahal kee tarah pee bhi leta aur tootata bhi nahi. Uskey mano do hee uddeshya hon, ek khushiyaan lutana aur dusara zindagee ke liye datkar ladna.
Viram ko ek aisi bimari thi jskey honey pe logon ko din din marna padta tha, us diye kee bhanti jiska tel sangrahit rakhney ka bhaag bahut hee chota tha, jisey nirantar tel deney kee zaroorat thi warna  wo diya kabhi bhi bujh sakta tha.
Magar kaun keh sakta tha jisko jeevan pe pakad banaye rakhney main shram karna chahiye wo jeevan kee dore ek haat se pakdey jhool raha tha aur dusrey se auron ko bari bari jhula raha tha.
Isi sab dainik harshachar ke dauraan ek din Viram apney class main padhney waaali Geetika ko apney darwazey pe dekhkar thoda stabdh tha.
"Tum yahan? Kaisey aana hua?" Usney badey hee vismay aur chintan ke miley juley swar main pucha.
"Wo tum do din se school nahin aa rahey they toh mainey auron se pucha, kisi ko kuch nahi pata tha toh mujhey chinta hui, so main khud hee aa gai khairiyat puchney" uski awaaz main ek dabi hui chinta thi aur chehrey par nischal oj.
'isey meri chinta hui?' Ye sochtey hee Viraam ko jaisey kisi ne gudguda diya ho. Wo muskuratey hue Geetika ke liye pani laney kitchen ki ore badh gaya.
Aaj se pehley is tarah ki vidrohi baat kisi ne Viram se aamney samney na ki thi. Jantey sab they ki wo zyaada din unkey beech nahin rahega... sab bas dabey hothon se uski gairmaujoodgi main ye baat keh dukhi ho jatey they. Magar Geetika ke chehrey par na koi dukh tha na koi taras ka bhaav.
Vram pani lekar aaya, toh Geetika ne kaha " arrey iski kya zaroorat thi, main koi mehmaan thodi hee hun" aur kehtey hue gilas tray main se utha ke pani peeney lagi. Viram phir muskuratey hue bola "Jo kabhi kaal bina bataye aa jayein wo atithi hee hotey hain. Vaisey mujhsey milney aaney waalon main tum pehli ho".
Gitika ke galey se ek aur ghoont pani neechey nahin utara. Usney jo pani piya tha ab wo ankhon main chadh aaya tha aur jaisey kisi aadesh ke intezaar main ruka tha ki kab beh nikley swachandd chehrey ki silwaton ko bhigata hua.
Usney gilas table par rakhtey hue rudhir kanth se pucha "Tum muskura kaisey letey ho?" Viram ne kuch nahi kaha, bas muskurata hua uskey saamney baith gaya. Jaisey wo ansuon ka baandh isi isharey ki taak main data hua tha, Geetika kee ankhon se ansu beh chaley.
Viram ki muskan ab ja chuki thi aur wo bechain tha ki kaisey Geetika ke ansu rok sakey. Usney Geetika ke kandhey ko sehlatey hue kaha "Paagal mujhey kya hua hai, main toh abhi 100 saal aur jiunga". Ye sunkey Geetika ke ansuon ne zor pakad liya, aur usney Viram ko galey laga liya.
Kaffi yatan karney ke baad Geetika ka rona shant hua aur wo kaanch ke tukdon ki tarah bikhrey apney saahas ko bator ke wahan se chal di. "Viram tumhey usey nahi rulana chahiye tha" Viram ke pita ne andar se aatey hue kaha. " magar mainey kahan... " kehtey hue Viram khud ba khud ruk gaya. Wo uss jirah se kinara karna chahta tha jo usey aur uskey pita dono ko hatash hee karti.
Agley din school main Viram ko Geetika ka na hona khal raha tha. Uska na hona baar baar na janey kyun usey khudko doshi thehraney pe vashibhoot kar rha tha. Magar Viram ne do din ka intezaar nahi kiya
Wo Geetika ki sheliyon se uska pata jaankar uskey ghar pahunch gaya.
"Viramm...Tum yahan kya kar rahey ho?" Geetika ne darwaza kholtey hue pucha. Uskey dekh ke aisa lagta tha mano abhi sokar uthi ho. Baal bikhrey hosh udey mano uthtey hee andhi main tehal aayee ho.
"Tum aaj school kyun nahi aayee? " Viram ne tapak se apna prashn Geetika ki ore uchhal diya. "Thoda tabiyat kharaab thi" Geetika ne usey andar bulatey hue kaha. Viram ne apna haath Geetika ke mathey pe yuhin taap dekhney ki mansa se rakh diya." Tumhey toh bukhar hai, doctor ko dikhaya?" Viram ne thodi pareshan awaaz main pucha. "Mom shaam ko office se aayengi tab jaungi, pani piyogey ? School se seedhey yahin aa rahey ho?" Geetika ne ankh masaltey hue kaha.
"Tum bimari ko itney halkey main kaisey le sakti ho? Shaam tak bukhar badh gaya toh?" Viraam ne jaisey adhi baat hee suni ho. "Main Dr. Vyas ko phone kar deta hun abhi aakar dekh jayengey" Viram ne kaha. In sab ke dauraan Geetika bas Viram ko ektak dekhey ja rahi thi. Usney Doctor ko call kiya aur unsey jaldi aaney ko kaha. Jab usney phone se dhyaan hataya toh dekha Geetika ab bhi usi ko dekh rahi thi. "Aisey kya dekh rahi ho, pehley nahi dekha kya?" Viram ne cheddtey hue pucha. Geetika ne muskuratey hue kaha " Paagal mujhey kehtey ho... aur lakshan tumharey hain".
Doctor ke parikshan ke baad Viram Geetika ko araam karney ki sakht hidayat deta hua apney ghar laut gaya.
Viram aur Geetika ab ek dusrey se kaafi ghul gaye they. Ek din Viram ka kisi baat pe Geetika ka diya flying kiss ghayalbkar gaya tha. Viram ko pyaar ho raha tha, tab jab sanson ko dhadkano ko aur dimaag ko bas shareer ko chaalit rakhna kathin padd raha tha. Ab wo aniyantrit hawaa ke samaan kabhi bhi kaisa bhi rukh apnaney lagey they. Viram ko ab jeeney ka ek aur maksad mil gaya tha, duron ki khushi,  jeevit rehney ka sangharsh aur Geetika. 

Mat Karna

Mohhabat agar majburi ban jaye toh na karna...
Zaroorat se zyada zaroori ban jaye toh na karna.
Karna mohabbat jab dil khush ho javaan ho bebak ho...
Kisey dusrey ke behkave main mohabbat na karna.

Caught In Your Love

Every time I lift my eyes
They rest upon you
I try to make them move
But; seem stuck with a glue...

You don't say much
It's your eyes that talk
I wonder where I would go
If with you,  I was to walk...

I try to hide my feelings
But you see right through
I'm helpless when you are round
I just don't know what to do...

If I stare I might not blink
If I kiss you, I'd keep kissing
If I hold you might not let you go
If I hadn't you I'd keep missing...

Your smile is a magic potion
I can drink it on and on
Your voice is like a music
I just tune in and I'm gone...

You have a peace within you
That calms me all the while. .
Just having you near is enough
Everything else just seems futile...

You breathe life into me
Every time you breathe in
If you are well so am I
There is nothing to loose or win...

I feel your mine from day one
And you will be till my last
I give myself to you love
In future present and past...

My hopes are few & few  dreams
And you are a part of all
I would be complete in you
In love for sure I did fall...

I'm not the best, there is still
I'm best to love you lot
I'm yours to have and rule
In your love, my love m caught.

YADEIN...

Wo bechaini ab gayee kahan
Jo ishq main hua karti thi
Na hothon se harkat hoti thi
Aur akhein bhi kuch darti thi.

Bin kahey bayan ho jata tha
Jo armaan dil main sota tha
Dil dil se batein karta tha
Aur shor badan main hota tha.

Armaan milan ke liye baith
Bas tak main ye dil hota tha
Mil ke keh dalunga sab
Jo tanhai main, socha hota tha.

Sath bitaye har pal ko sanjo
Baki din kata kartey they
Bas naam tumhara le le kar
Hum ghanton, anhein bhartey they.

Har baar tadap badh jati thi
Jab yad tumhein main karta tha
Na kho dun tumko duniya se
Aisa soch main kitna darta tha.

Tera hona sab kuch hasil
Ye baat samajh main aati thi
Tum mil jaye sab mil jaye
Ye dhadkan harpal gaati thi.

Sringar tera main pranpriye
Chehra tera batlata tha
"Main tera deewana hun"
Main Ye chillatey, aata tha.

Fir aaj talasha un yadon ko
Jo hum, saath banaya kartey they
Jeetey-martey ek dujey par
Na dil kilsaya kartey they.

Wo pyaar toh hai adhikaar nahi
Jo ek dujey sang paya tha
Na shikwe hain na hai sawaal
Na pucha ki "Kuch khaya tha?"

Anjaan jaan ab padti hai
Wo pagdandi ashaon ki
Koi aur raah, jaun kaisey
Bhaee thi zulf ghataon si...

IT'S TRUE

It is said 'True love happens once'
But it's not so true i swear
Whenever it happens, its true...
Or it wasn't love, my dear.

We tend to like those around us
Like might turn into attraction
Crush are 'mistaken' for love...
Which is merely an affection.

I don't see why it's so hard
To just like and value all
And let nature bring the person...
For whom we are to fall.

Why sit & wait for 'the right one'
It's a person, not a bus or train
You just ride along with all...
Than waiting up in vain.

It's easier to love than hate
Or to dislike anyone by
Admiring is so simple...
All we got to do is try.

Not needed that your relation
Of love has a form or name
If you can categories it...
It's not love or anything same.

It's a feeling par description
Par words, beyond reason
It's something that's just felt ...
Like say " Heaven's Vision".

You know when it is there
Then why step back, not share
Today the one you love...
Tomorrow  might not be there.

Then you will cry later
For not sharing what was
Your guilt will make you sadder...
And your hitch, will be the cause.

Why run from the feeling of love
When it is just like water
It drips down into your heart...
To the very last void and quarter.

Love and be loved, it's that simple
Not some, rocket science, to mug
Just spread your arms with hope...
And share a gentle hug.

Just let life take it's own course
Being nice to people through
"The world will be a better place,
With love all over", it's true.

                                                              Shahism...

In making...

       He started running to the spot from where he thought he had heard the cry of help. He didn't understand what the cry meant but he was sure in his gut that it was a woman in danger. This wasn't the time to feel glad about someone being there but a time to act. Despite his concerned sprint into the woods he had a sense of company that had a weird smile on his face. He had no plans, he didn't know what to expect but that didn't deter his pace.

       A big tree fallen ahead was blocking the way but he could see enough room to slip through underneath. The voice appeared even closer. His eyes were scanning through the woods for a likely weapon. His luck was on his side as he spotted a broken bone. He diverted slightly and with great swiftness jumped and slipped under the giant fallen tree. Before he could stop he slipped further down. Fortunately the slope wasn't steep. While getting up as he stopped he saw three tribal men forcing them on a woman as she is frantically crying for any help she can get.

        The three tribal men were stunned at the appearance of an alien. Two of them approached Sid while the third held on to the female. They had the advantage of physical strength being bigger and physically well groomed while Sid had the Element of surprise. He charged the first tribal who seemed unarmed and with a giant leap he pierced through his chest, but not before being hit on the left arm with his hand axe.

       It had cut through but not deep. He managed to regain balance swiftly as he laid a mortal down. The other charged at him with a weird stone sword. He ducked just in time as the stone sword missed his temple by a few inches. He rolled over, got up and landed the broken bone through his heart as the tribal was turning around for a second go. He picked the stone sword from the hand of the fallen and with an added weapon he moved to the last of them standing.

      The tribal threw the girl away and jumped on to Sid with his stone sword. Sid was able to block the attack with the broken bone but lost it in the attempt. The second strike pushed Sid on his back holding the attacker away by the stone sword. Every passing second was bringing the sword closer to his throat. Even with all his might Sid wasn't able to oppose the tribal. The tribal smiled at Sid conscious of the end that awaited him. Suddenly his smile disappeared and Sid could feel the force on the blade reduced.


      Before Sid could try and push away the attacker away he was frozen by the spilled guts of the tribal all over him. The female had plunged a giant spear in the tribal’s back and popped it open from the front. She then removed the tribal from over Sid. Sid had just gotten into a seating position when he felt the hilt of the blood soaked spear resting on his chest. The female looked at Sid with a surprised yet doubtful glare while all Sid could manage was a confused smile...          

SH*T HAPPENS

Sometimes It happens...
Shit Happens...

It happens,
You are born...
You don't mind
Someone else cleans after,"Kids...
Shit Happens!"

It happens ,
You make friends
They boost you up
When you wonder "WHY..
Shit Happens?"

It happens,
You fall in love...
You find it bliss
Till you come to know..
"Shit Happens..."

It happens
You are married...
You are in Charge
Still you fail, and all over again it starts
Shit Happens...