Insanely yours…




Insanely yours…


i was hoping you would call
my mind n heart complied
i waited till i slept off..
damn network she'd have tried.. 

when i got up in the morning
i checked up my cell phone...
Checked my inbox my miss call list
even the volume of my phone..



it was not there and i sulked

and decided to make the call
i called, her phone was on hold
for long, my patience took a toll...

then she called me up
pissed i asked, what went wrong
she said she was trying my number
that too for quite a bit long...

i told her what went in my head
she giggled and mock kissed
all my temper came melting down
'if she was here...' i wished

she said that i have gone mad
"Truly" i said "Thanks to you
I’ll remain sane only if
to your hand i hold on to"...

"I’ll walk with you on lonely beach
I'll talk to you till its late...
I’ll have you in my arms, forever 
Even if I had to fight fate......"

                                                                                        shahism...

How You Learn Best


How You Learn Best

            There is just one word that describes it all for the above query… Passion. I can leave it here for the interpretation of the readers or take it a step ahead and mark out my line of thought. If not chained my words in time I can go about it writing a whole book about the same. ‘Passion’, a word that’s been there amongst us, since we were created, and would probably last even after we are not there. So small yet so vast.

                “Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion.
Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel, the German philosopher said this.

            There are a thousand more quotes that point in the same direction, but the bottom line remains ‘for greatness passion is a must’. Anyone who has ever achieved extraordinary goals has been passionate. The Wright Brothers were so passionate about flying that they made sure they flew. Now how does one get that sort of a passion... that’s the tricky part, knowing what u like then pursuing it with all your heart is not just a day’s affair.

            I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious.” 
Albert Einstein.

          Whether it be an athlete, a sportsman or an artist, there passion defines how far they go in their respective fields. Not everyone who plays cricket is Sachin and not everyone who paints is M.F. Hussain. What makes them different from the rest is passion. Their hunger was greater and better. If u can develop such a hunger u can learn anything in this world.

            Everyone dreams, everyone has a wish and everyone does something but the one who has it all for just one thing gets the real value out of it. It’s the very common human trait that aids to it, greed; just that here the greed makes you work harder to touch you horizon. To have it have passion, because even if you get something without passion you wouldn’t appreciate it.

DIL KEE BAAT...


Dil ne mujhko samjhaya hai
Aankhon ko roney dena
Jazbaaton ko soney dena
Jo hota hai honey dena
Ye kayarta ki nij chaya hai
Tu ladd.. Tu ladney aaya hai


Jo milta hai usmain kya pana
Jo choot gaya uska jana
Gar har samjhauta hai apnana
Toh behtar hai ki mar jana
Til til ke marna kyun tuney apnaya hai
Tu ladd.. Tu ladney aaya hai

Main kya hun...


Main thak jaun wo pathik nahin
Main ruk jaun wo shramik nahin
Main so jaun vo geet nahin
Main kho jaun wo meet nahin
Main mehaku na wo phool nahin
Main ho jaun wo bhool nahin
Main gumsum mann ka gaan nahin
Main malin hriday ki jaan nahin
Main shramikon ka avkaash nahin
Main thalchar ka akaash nahin
Main anvigyon ka bodh nahin
Main parimarjit koi shodh nahin
Main krodh klesh ahr dwesh nahin
Main pakhandi sat-vesh nahin
Main bin deepak ka timir nahin
Main alfaazon ka mihir nahin
Main shwet sanatan shudh sabal
Main hun darpan bhar nirmal...

Aakhir kyun...

Jab pehla kadam badhaya tha tab hosh na tha, 
aur ye khayaal tab bada betukaa sa lagta tha ki
aagey chalkar roka jayega , 
kyunki agar aisa tha toh girkey uthna uthkar chalna sikhaya kyun...

Jab pehla shabd mukh se prasphutit hua tab hosh na tha, 
aur ye khayaal tab bada betukaa sa lagta tha 
ki aagey chalkar khamosh kiya jayega, 
kyunki agar aisa tha toh awaaz sunkar muskuraya kyun...

Jab pehli baar sparsh kiya tab hosh na tha, 

aur ye khayaal tab bada betukaa sa lagta tha ki 
aagey chalkar toka jayega, 
kyunki agar aisa tha toh zindagee mehsus karna bataya kyun...

Jab pehli baar pyaar mila tab hosh na tha, 

aur ye khayaal tab bada betukaa sa lagta tha ki 
aagey chalkar isey nasamjhi kaha jayega, 
kyunki agar aisa tha toh pyaar ka wajood dikhaya kyun...

kya pehli baar se shuru hui zindagee 

itni bebuniyadi kalpanaon ka sangrah tha 
jisey samay ke saath dafn karna tha, 
jo na kar paya usko vastavikta se milaya kyun...
usko shaant kalpana se jagaya kyun...? kyun...?