LOVE OR GAME ???

You loved me for a reason

Now you hate me for the same

I do not understand why

Is it “love or some game?”

“You care about everyone

You make everyone smile”

For this you used to love me

Now you find this futile.

Now if I care about anyone

It’s not that he or she means more

It’s just my basic thingy

Which sweet though, you find sore

I lie when  my gut feels

When truth can be let out

Now for every word I say

You look upon as doubt

When we realized we loved “us”

I told relation is “Blind trust”

You trembled through the dilemma

And gave up asking “Why I must?”

I always had some trouble

Knocking to know your good

I didn’t know you felt bad

Coz I believed you understood

You found out it was enough

For you to keep ‘understanding’

Things I said you felt “lies”

As if I was just pretending

The real test of love or faith

Is not when fresh and clear

But the real colors show up

When people stay in smear

I wonder did you even love me

Or for my love you, did ‘reciprocate’

Because my love has not tarnished

And you look in exhaust state

Well I didn’t want my feelings

To be the reason of your pain

Your happiness all I wish for

But still I’d ask again…

“You loved me for a reason

Now you hate me for the same

I do not know what u did

Loved me or played some game?”

Shahism